My worst enemy
The later I’m up the more thoughts come rushing thru my head.
All these emotions overcome me while I lay here in bed. 18 years and more to come.
I guess you could say I’m happier than some.
Yes, yes I am happy. But everyone has their moments. 5 am and counting. The memories bounce in my brain.
Don’t you wish you could just flush painful things down the drain?
Goodbye, farewell. May you never haunt me again. 5 AM and wide awake.
The thought of him bites me like a snake, in the heart. It beats faster as the tears collect. Is there a pain killer that fights away evil thoughts?
Nights like this don’t come often, but when they do… There’s no one there to soften, the blow of abuse and neglect.